So, uh, this is the first journal I've posted in a LONG time
. So long, I feel sorta guilty and sad ;A;. I haven't updated a lot of things on Deviantart for a while, or uploaded anything, even though I've had some pictures done for quite a while
. To be honest, I don't actually know why I've been so inactive with updating and uploading things to deviantart
. I've been on here plenty, but I dunno ;A;. I promise I'll be more active and update, upload things more regularly, even my journal
(possibly, I will at least try).
Well, I guess I'll start with some little updates on life and stuff
Schooooooool. School is good, I got into a Health Science class, which will help me with getting future jobs and stuff
. I've been doing good with my grades, I have currently 39 out of 43 credits, and the last 4 I'm doing a re-submission for.
. However, today I almost got in trouble, in the worst class possible, for helping out my friend
. Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrt.
I sounded like a pirate when I typed that 
. Artwise I've been doing... enough, but recently I've been doing more and more, at school
. However, recently I've run into a problem with it :sigh:, but I'll get into that soon, as it affects not just my art
. I've been trying new art styles and things, so expect a few new different types of arts and stuffs from me, if you expect anything at all
.3.
Recently, I've been feeling like this year has been going way too fast, and that I haven't actually accomplished much in that time. I feel like I haven;t done enough artwork, read enough, hanged out with friends enough, etc. It really gets me down sometimes, especially when I'm actually trying to do things I'm worried I haven't done enough of. I want to do so much, but I feel like I won't ever be able to, as I have to complete other things first, and then they won't ever get completed for ages, and before I know it, it'll be the end of the year. Then the next year will start, I'll keep feeling like this, and before I know it, I'll have finished school ;3;. I always used to think life moved slowly as a child for me, but now it's suddenly moving faster and faster and I don't know where I'll be or how much I'll have accomplished. It's a really scary thought for me, finishing school, even though when I was younger I couldn't wait. My views on life have changed so much. Sometimes all I wanan do is lie in bed all day, playing Monster Hunter, Pokemon, Kingdom Hearts, or whatever, because doing something productive would mean never finishing it, wanting to do something else, and then the cycle repeats itself over and over. I feel like I'm pressured to do things quicker, or they won't be good, and that I'm suddenly growing up way too fast. :sigh:
Anyway, I guess I should move onto happier things now.
I have finally, I repeat,
FINALLY, completed a final fantasy game
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This is a MAJOR achievement for me, as I have played a few, but never actually completed one properly until recently. Though, the one I completer (VII) definitely was not my favorite out of the ones I played by a long shot *cough*.
I am sorry to say, but I have given in. I have begun shipping characters. 
I have let out my inner shipper. I ship many characters, regardless of gender. It's ever so much fun, and some of the pairings I do make me squeal because they are so adorable :iconlovestareplz:. I ship characters even if they are illogical because of the story line 
, but it also does sometimes make me twitch 
, too much logic . ![]()
Also my new favorite anime is Puella magi madoka magica :v . I love it so much :iconlovestare:. TIME FOR SOME MADOKA ARTZ. Definitley check these artist out, they are amazing 
.
I've started reading the sound Novel, Umineko no naku koro ni/When the seagulls cry/When they cry 3. I am absolutely in love with it, the story, the characters, everything about it . I now have a major obsession with it, and I am trying extremely hard to solve the mystery I have written down so many theories. I am so lost in the story, the emotion, the themes of love . It has helped me deal with some emotional problems, I know it sounds corny but whatever, I personally find it to be absolutely beautiful . I really want to learn some of the songs played 
. It has filled me with so much inspiration, and I want to draw so many characters and pictures of it everywhere : love:. Since I'll be trying some new styles out, (i'll definitely upload them), I will be drawing a lot of Umineko fan art for a bit . So now, I guess I'll feature some amazing fan art I found on deviantart for Umineko : love:
I;m really excited for Drama at school
. We're doing Melodrama, and I love overacting
. We've just gotten our group, our group has just made it's plot for the performance. Of course, since it's melodrama, it's extremely cliche, and been done so many times before, but I know it's going to be fun doing it
. Our performance will also have random songs in it, so I've had fun looking up Disney songs as references :iconlovestare:.
Sing with me now
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
My, oh, my
Look at the boy too shy
He ain’t gonna kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Ain’t that sad
Ain’t it shame, too bad
You gonna miss the girl.
Art is really cool as well, today we went to see an exhibition on
"Andy Warhog . I absolutely loved it, his style and what he did was amazing, and inspiring : love: I especially loved the Marilyn Monroe portraits, silver cloud room, and the filming thing where people looked at the camera for 5 minutes, to reveal their
"True selves".
Well, that's about it for school, of course my other school subjects are important and have been interesting but I can't think of much more to write for them
.
Well, I guess that's about it. I'll start updating the deviation of the week, deviant of the month, and song of the week on Monday, as I'm going 40 hours without internet for a famine thing
.
Well, I guess that's it.
